It’s gone midnight but I couldn’t sleep, so what do I do? I create a blog!!!
I’ve been meaning to write in a journal for years, but I guess I spend more time online these days that a blog seems a more practical, easier way for me to express myself.
I don’t know if my life has been anymore eventful than any other nearly 20 year old, but I felt documenting it for myself and who ever else is interested may do me or someone else some good or just entertain others.
When I first opened this blog I had no idea what to really write other than set the scene saying I’m a nearly 20 year old, second year university student who is beginning to step into the world of adulthood and bloody hell am I scared!! Other than this my life has had some intersting events, but they’ll be discussed later. Most recently though I’ve experiened the loss of a family member, a best friend, a mentor….my nan
Have you lost anyone really close? I guess everyone does at some point in their lives…this is my first and aint it bizzare?? Death is so hard for me to comprehend… one day a fully alive, breathing, speaking human-being is there… the next day gone. I still can’t get my head around it. I’ve lived with my nan my whole life, every day she’s been there.. now that she’s gone life’s really different, things have changed.
I guess now it’s time for me to grow up. I still have my parents.. but this death has changed them too. Uni has started again and life carries on despite the passing away of a loved one. Life is cruel.
What will life throw at me next huh???